Struggling....Depression.....

I am struggling

I may be in depression right now, I overthink a lot! most of the time!

I was not good enough

Why others doing good, earning a lot, gets a high paying job, they've got the best things in life

Why I am still here? why I don't have what they have?

Do I have a purpose? Am I living just to pay my bills and debts?

I'm in so much pain....

I don't know what to do about myself, I want myself to stop feeling this kind of sadness

I want everything to end

I don't want to feel so much pain

My heart was really broken

I have friends, family and special someone but still I feel so empty

I have friends but can't talk to them

I have family but they seem so far even if they just there

I have special someone, but seems like he doesn't us to be together...

I only have myself...only me..and its worst.

I wanted to shout out of anger but I could't

I was awful...

Worst than worst...

Crying in silence doesn't work anymore...

I'm such a mess...

No ones likes me...

I'm just a filler...

I don't get motivated anymore

I've learn how to hide my real feelings in such a good way.

No one asks me if I am okay

Everyone thinks Im a happy person but inside im not

Someone makes me feel not worthy...the worst!

I always waiting for nothing....people are fond of wasting my precious time...